this is the edge

sedikit cuplikan dari beberapa novel dan lagu kesukaan gue, wohooooooooo

"Tidak apa apa mencintai seseorang yang balas mencintaimu, selama orang itu pantas dicintai. selama orang itu kayak dicintai. -clockwork angel-

"kau pikir kau sudah menerima bahwa seseorang sudah keluar dari kehidupanmu, bahwa kau sudah berduka cita dan semua itu sudah berakhir, dan kemudian jeder! satu hal kecil dan kau merasa seakan akan kehilangan orang itu sekali lagi" -demon glass-

"for the first time, whats past is past" -begin again by Taylor swift-

"if my heart was a house, you'd be home" -if my heart was a house by owl city-

"I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love" -The Vow-

"lo nggak tau, its always been you" -Refrain-

dan selebihnya gue lupa -,- gue khawatir jangan jangan otak gue mengental, jadikerjanya agak lama, azzzzt.

yah, yang terakhir dari gue . . . .

"do you know what hurt the most? knowing that you do know the truth, but you didnt even give a shit"

"its funny when you care so much to someone who doesnt care at all"

"ITS MY PLAYGROUND, BEAR WITH THAT!"

dear someone who messed me up last night. thanks for your suggestion, i take that as a compliment, its too dumb if i take that as some little care, maybe? because a care wouldnt feel that hurt. i never felt very disappointed as last night, and thanks for the hurt by the way. i know, im too open and chatty in here. i tell them the story which is not supposed to be told in here. but you couldnt even give me some place either. a place where you can hear my voice!. can you do that? well, i always know what your answer is, silence, am i right?. you do know what my feeling is, and, you dumped that away. hey, its me!. i wonder how you could be so numb. so, if you do that, dont blame me if i do that with yours. im getting really reallly sick with all of this things. and by the way, i have some plan, a beautiful plan for my future, and i thought, you arent include on that plan, sorry. . . . this wont make any change, right? oh yeah, im forget that you already numb, and dont have some heart maybe, hahahha, so.... goodbye darl! and i hope it will last. oh yeah, fyi, i cut it off. after this, there wont be a silly story about this again, so dont trouble yourself for check at my blog, just to see "our" story, hahha, i've already erased that things away dude.

sincere, your hardest goodbye

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