raining

someone asked me, "is it hurt?"

me, "whats hurt?"

her, "you know it very well, that lovebird"

me, "at first, yeah, its really hurt, and maybe its still hurt, sometimes, but i have vowed to survive"

her, "i understand, its normal"

me, "no, nothings normal, this is what i chose. he is confused, so does her, and im the one who still have a right mind on my head, so, i took it, left that side, and makes everythings easier for them. even if it takes my whole heart turns into a very little pieces. at least, i have made another heart smiling, eventhough it isnt mine"

and i came back with that big smile on my face, and said "im okay". 

and sometimes, you have to leave, even if it isnt your wish. i believe, if i makes another love story become easier to walk through, someday He will done that to mine . . . .

welcome to the journey for maturity!