certain scent

wind blows, send some hope
a hug is sent through years
burst a lot of kilometer that already matter
another curiosity of a happening
another anger, madness, missing
to the dearest that come so far
unreachable yet still loveable
i welcoming the past, feels you
familiar scent still lingering
freely flying in the air
then, it can be fixed
me definitely miss you

for my dangerous status that you may considered it as "gagal move on", i with no anxiety, lie, say that it is definitely not one of my story. well, maybe i used the moment, not the feelings. especially on the "scent" part. because of someone, i found that when you are in love, hurts, and another powerful feelings, you become the most sensitive creature in the earth, maybe not the most of people, but yep, it definitely happens on me, muahhaha. some scent become something that important to ruin my day. makes me remember of someone that makes me.so damnly missing him. and now, how time is the best medicine for certain scar, i come to forget that scent. for the person? it is the big lie if i say i forget that certain person, but yep, i may not forget him nor the things that he done after all this time. but maybe, i make it become one of the life time moment. an explanation for every single scar that left and become some proof that i am grown up, or actually, i have to grown up, a proof that i actually just a human that can go wrong, a girl that can become crazy over one person like the other girl, i thought it is the nature of an immature girl who still searching their own path to reach the tip of our maturity time, to become young, tough yey still fun, Woman.