Hari ini, beberapa hal terasa makin jauh dari gapaian tangan. Gapapa, biar Allah yang dekatkan. Jika tidak, semoga Allah melapangkan.
Maaf ya aku kembali hanya ketika patah hati.
You know what? I'd like to think that you can not force people to feel so sure about you while they spent most of their time wander. But you always can get the right mind with knowing that whats yours will eventually stay. Even in the very unsettling situation, they will always find reason to stand still without doubt.
Hi babe, isn't it okay if it is not him. Allah knows best, isn't he always will be?.
Enjoy happiness even in its smallest form. It might get rare someday, but those little pieces will help through the day. Never waste.
In the end,
Just so you can love yourself a little better
Dear mate, after years I finally muted you, and her. Only to get rid of everything I never thought still exist. To silent the sounds which resonating inevitably, will someday, at least once, you realize that it has always been me?
You may not always bigger than your problem, but you have Him, always bigger than anything. By that, may your heart find peace, and mind feeling ease.
soal hari ini dan hal - hal paradoks. kamu semakin mengerti bahwa jawaban setiap pujian dan kesulitan ternyata sama, yaitu tenanglah, ada Ia yang Maha Memampukan :)
Setidaknya hari ini aku mengerti, bagaimana sesekali perlu untuk merasa kecil dan tidak mampu. Agar tidak jadi terlalu tinggi lalu ingat untuk meminta kepada Ia yang selalu lebih besar dari segala sesuatu.
there is this certain sadness. not quite kills you because it is predicted. but still remains bone-deep as it is hard to be missed. because as much as you feel so sure about things, somehow you always know how the very same thing would end terribly.
Don't you bother yourself with making excuse for people. If they don't come, then they simply don't. There will be no after thoughts of imagining the maybes. Maybe because this or that. If they want to be here, they will come, eventually. Or else, they will make an explanation to make you at least understand, because there is no too much of explaination for those who waits, it is only people who don't have the willingness to stay from the very first place. Action counts, but words are often reassurance that can clear all the grey worrisome mind. If they don't feel the need to give an excuse, then you don't have the responsibility to understand the ambiguity. You shouldn't feel guilty when leaving.
"Ma fi qalbi ghairullah"
Kata - kata yang semakin sering aku dengungkan dalam beberapa hari. Agar setiap namamu ada, aku selalu teringat Ia. Serupa cara melangitkan hati, agar selalu berpijak kaki ini. Agar aku tidak salah langkah lagi untuk kesekian kali.
"mengapa menjadikan dunia dan manusia tujuan, seolah hidup tanpa Tuhan"
Ujar diriku, menghadapi segala pertanyaan dalam kepala, tentang pernahkah sekalipun aku dijadikan tujuan. Setelahnya, aku tidak lagi bertanya, justru semakin percaya. Bahwa ada kata - kata seseorang entah siapa, tentang bagaimana kawan seperjalanan akan ditemukan pada satu tujuan yang sama. Karenanya, semoga kita selalu ingat akan akhir yang paling utama, agar suatu hari dipertemukan dengan kawan seperjalanan yang akan selalu mengingatkan.
karna ada janji untuk setiap yang pergi, akan selalu diberi ganti
"if you take a look for a while, listen to the words i say. . . if you take a second just for understand how it goes in me, how it messed me up so well. but hell yeah, it will always be just an if, right?"
God doesnt create me just for some a-worth-to-try-things. He had created a Worth to be Fought things!
lady like adalah ketika tepat tahu seberapa banyak air mata yang keluar, hati yang telah menjadi serpihan, tapi selalu berdiri tegak dan berkata "i never regret my decision yesterday, ever, no matter how hard it is, i always survive"
everybody will change in the end, i wonder if i am the one that left who doesnt change at all, trapped in my own world, safe. im afraid.
senjataku sarkasme, tapi kamu, cukup dengan selongsong keacuhan sanggup mengacaukan situasi kita. diriku yang lemah atau kau yang terlalu berharga?
ditengah kegamangan ini, paling tidak kita telah sepakat tentang satu hal, menghapus memori akan yang lain dari kepala masing masing. manis bukan :")
ada saat dimana yang kita bisa hanya menghela nafas dengan memandang langit luas "yaudahlah ya"