I simply miss being in between your arms. Everything is okay, nothing will ever be broke. And us will remain forever.

But then, it's a no.

Nothing last forever. So do we. And what we're keeping counts, how long that us had been end. How long till i fix myself.

How can i ever be completely fine.

How much time i have to finally meeting someone else, and not begging your warmth when everything doesn't work.

But life is life, so do past. Letting go without missing is hard, but you have to keep on. Keep going with everything matters you the most.

Focus with what you have, care less with what that stay in the past. Because it is simply the past. The one that you can't bring back, the one that its memory will always linger.

Loving other is simple, loving yourself is another game. Sometimes, you love other more than you could even bare, succumb with the butterflies flare.

You reject yourself.

You blame yourself for something you've already got without asking.

You hate yourself for any negative side exist

You fell hard, you trash it away, nothing matter, just you and your heartbreak.

How pathetic yourself is. That girl didn't do anything. She is just a girl, happy for being herself back then. Happy with what she got. Be grateful for every little things happen. She loved herself back then. She knew that she worth it. And even she knew no one wants her, she just knew that nothing of it matter. 

Because whats matter is, she loved herself, and she was happy with her life.

She knew it, and you, just have to remember it. 

Remember that the first thing matter is, how you able to love yourself, if it's not you, then who else will?

Because aside of everything, the point of survive in this whole cruel world is be happy with your life. No matter what happen. The storm may gets in, but remember that you always have a choice.